My plans have been put on hold, as my car is not cooperating. I’m so ready to go, even though no one has looked at the apartment, my car is a hole in the bucket, and my nieces are put to bed crying about every other night. I give up control of my life.
My heart breaks every time I see them. I have no answers for the girls I helped to raise, and telling them to go to Jesus and ask Him for help in dealing with it seems trite. It’s hard not to cry when they mention their mom, as I very much still miss her, too. I would be lieing if I said my heart is 100% in the move, and it’s mostly due to them. It’s an awesome training opportunity, and I would be stupid not to try for it. I miss the rest of my family, too. I miss the “down home”.
I don’t miss the traffic or humidity, but the activities and the ability to breathe are nice. Guess that’s it for now.
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Sorry to hear things aren’t going well for you right now. I’m not sure what is happening or has happened but no…It isn’t trite. Especially when you sit with them and pray with them. It gives a chld a chance to see the burdens that we as adults sometimes carry and that we too must turn to our heavenly father. I have done this many a time with my own children. It’s funny, you have crossed my mind a few times lately and I have sent a little prayer heavenward for you….I finally had some time to come out and see what was up.
Comment by gingerporter July 26, 2007 @ 4:27 amJust thought you would like to know you are in my prayers…..:)