Ministry, Work, Love, and Life

I had a post going, and I don’t care to restart it. Here’s the short of it. Big snow, big emotions this week. You are here, and I know it. Thank you for the prayer meeting. How do I get started? Where do I go? Beside further into debt. I miss my sister and I wish I had my car and it wasn’t snowing so badly. Help.

When it’s hard and when it’s not. Help me to remember. When I feel deserted. When I feel the fire, let me remember that I asked for it. When I wanna scream, let me pray instead. Let my focus ever be on You. Let me see the love I so want to in the people I meet. I cannot change, but You can change me. God, open my eyes because I don’t understand. No matter how much time I spend seeking You, the answers never seem to come in my code. I don’t see how the pieces fit. I don’t see where I fit. It’s like the tape from Lost;nobody knows what it means, and the more answers they get, the more questions they have.

 I have never walked on water and I’ve never calmed a storm Sometimes I’m hiding away from the madness around me,  like a child who’s afraid of the dark

But, when I call on Jesus, all things are possible. I can mount on wings like eagles and soar. When I call on Jesus, mountains are gonna fall.He’ll move heaven and earth to come rescue me when I call.

Help me to own this. Thank You, God.