Ministry, Work, Love, and Life

Look at this mess, all over the place.Wait, I am the mess.The seperation has made me cold, yet strong. Stronger than I ever was. I let go of the things I can’t control, turning from the life I knew. You led me to this place of desperation, and you brought me thru it. When I thought people couldn’t hurt me anymore, that last blow struck. When did I turn from you and try to make my own way?

As I turn back to you, knowing only parts of the long and narrow road, I see new hope and a new freedom. The hope that you have something better in mind and a dream that only you can fulfill. Though parts of me still want to depend on others, I turn to You to fill me. Only You know what I need, and only You can provide these things.

Freedom for Your children. Grace for us who believe. Your love for all. Work in me;bring on the fire. Show me what You’re all about. Let me not be shaken by the cares of the world. I wait for You.